Tension is on

Hari ni bermula kisah . . .

Ya Allah, ape pasal aku meghaghau tak bangun study, padahal aku dah bangun kot pukul 3.15 tadi

Aku bermonolog sendirian.

Aku bangun pagi tadi awal,dalam 6.30 macam tu dah siap pakai tudung and all.

Dan pagi tu baru gelabah nak buka buku Hadis.

Tak habis satu chapter alarm aku dah berbunyi menunjukkan pukul 6.50.

Agrhhhh otokae! bahasa arab 1 ( nahu sorof ) tak buka langsung.

Masa tu hanya Allah yang tahu macam mana gelisahnya aku.

Tapi aku sedar ini semua datang dari aku.

Siapa suruh aku degil sangat tak nak study awal2.

Ko ingat waktu tu boleh patah balik?

Ko ingat waktu tu tunggu ko? " eeehhh cepatlah cepatlah "

Nooo !

So,aku masuk dalam dewan exam buat muka cool like nothing happened.

I look straight and hope i can answer those questions.

And Alhamdulillah maddah tafsir hadis aku jalani dengan mudah.

Tapi adelah lobong2 nye. kalau tak dapat mumtaz,jaid jidan pun Alhamdulillah.

Tibanya Ba1 !! perghh nyah tahu kau nak nanes.

[ aku tulis entry ni untuk pengajaran kita bersama,sama2 kita doa untuk saudara seislam kita . Aku tahu memang tak kan ada sape pun yang akan baca entry ni,tapi sekurang kurangnya aku tulis untuk memberi semangat baru untuk Si pembaca ]

( kami dah tak tension lagi,semua senyum :p )

" Ya Allah,jika kejayaan itu memberi keburuklan kepada ku maka engkau gantikanlah ia dengan yang lebih baik "

God knows-from the biggest of the big to the smallest of the small.

Every Single Experience that led you to today

Life is about the trials and errors that get you there.

Ok,let's say. The evenings you sent socializing with coworkers or friends you never see anynmore.The hours you spent writing thoughts on a personal blog that no one reads. Contemplation about elaborate future plans that never came to be. All those lonely nights spent reading novels while crying untill drawn and comics and fashion magazines and inspiration novel and questioning your own principle of life and wheter or not you're good enough just the way you are.

Sometime we make mistake without realized. And then your friend really hate you because the thing that we were never know what the factor is. But then again other people do the same thing because the humors were spread over.

You are not special for teacher because you always got failed in exam. You wake up, tahajud and make dua' .. barkah from parents, believe me everything we face in this world will going easy. Inshaallah

But, you'll never give up. You believe yourself and all this happens for a reason. Allah is our goal. From Allah and To Allah.

All of this have strengthened us. All of this have led us to every success we've ever had. All of this have made us who we are today.

Aura

That moment when all students stop a long time to think/write is writing essay.either english or malay.

I just sit 90 darjah while waiting our teacher spread the question paper.

and you know,as a muslim of course we take the right way i.e baca selawat nabi,baca ayat seribu dinar dan ayat2 al-quran untuk tenangkan diri kan.

All of sudden my friend was pass a question and put it above my table.

I was like .. Ya Allah .. ' make my task easy to me ' .. takut kaw

The simplest of instruction " start now ".

At first,I was stuck.I didn't know what to write.I close my eyes and i hope a miracle will come.Then I open my eyes and looked around.I saw people writing and writing.How disturbing! arghhh.please idea .. please come to me .. what are they writing about? I was so worried about writing an awesome story, I pick a topic and went for it.

As soon as my pen started dancing on the paper, it won't stop. Ideas were flowing. In my head words were coming so fast that I couldn't keep up to write all of them sampaikan peribahasa tak pernah ada dalam kamus pun terkeluar sekali. Do you want to what? " seperti orang tersesat di tengah lautan ". apa maksudnya? I just write whatever I want and I got the simile after I'm watching Life of Pie.

1 hour 15 minute was pass and then she said ''okay,put your pen down''

I was like " What? ".. tak sempat semak kot ! of course I didn't say out loud. I don't want to labeled as " You are bad because didn't want to respect a teacher " . no .... please,i don't want it.

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I remember when the teacher give us open ended essay question.I remember when a question as simple as a word. ( primary school )

" Family ".

That's it.That was the question! How beautiful such a question was.I feel like there are no limitation to what I can write. Ye memang sampaikan 10 adik beradik aku ada,semua 10 orang tu aku masukkan dalam essay.

I was write 3 pages I guess and it doesn't finish yet.banyak kan but the essay was so nonsense.

That was one of the very few instances when I really ejoy doing my schoolwork.

"Tap into the wildness of your brain. That's where the good stuff is." (John Currie)

Anugerah Syawal

Anugerah Syawal ...

Seindah Ramadan ...

 feeling lagu raya sebelum taip entry

Sebenarnya aku ada banyak sangat cerita nak habaq kat sumaaa. tapi tak tau nak start daghi mana naa.

Nak menaip pun dok pikiaq pi mai tang tu sana sini,lah lah aku tulis jela apo ada dalam otak ambo .

Poyo bahasa apa aku guna ni , untuk pengetahuan umum saya anak jawa a ...

Apa ni tak ready lagi you dah tangkap the picture .

Macam biasa baju from First lady

Tudung random beli tepi jalan

kasut 10 hengget je

 raya pertama kat rumah nenek,Tapi sebelum raya tidur rumah embah dulu.

Nenek untuk belah bapak . Embah untuk belah mak .

baju coklat anak buah aku. yang dengan aku tu memang suka berdrama . yang sana tu ' Minta Maaf ' boleh jalan . haha .

kakak kakak saya . yang tepi pakai baju pink tu adik.

kalau orang datang beraya dorang akan cakap aku adik , yang pakai baju pink tu kakak.

heiii awet muda sangat ke muka aku ni [ wakakakaka ]

Jom Kutip duit raya ............. Lai lai lai lai .................

lebih bertambah ahli keluarag atau saudara mara beraya bersama , lebih meriah suasana hari raya .

Hipotesis diterima . (2 markah)

Wish through writing [ selamat hari raya ]

Assalamualaikum.

[ sebelum balik kg. siap2 aku tulis entry ni special untuk kawan2 yang baik hati wakaka ]

What is ' 'idul fithri ' ? it is mean ' kembali kepada fitrah '

My mudarris always says ' Bila hari raya kita seperti bayi yang baru lahir '.

" We are not celebrating the end of Ramadan - no Muslim would want Ramadan to end. We are celebrating the completion of Ramadan - feeling grateful that Allah has given us the opportunity to experience Ramadan and allowing us to complete our fast. " 

I don't know how to say 'Selamat hari raya and minta maaf ' to all my friends at the same time.

And alhamdulillah , through this blog i can write everything i want and they all can read this again and again and again untill debooobb .. pengsan ..

So .. freinds ! Happy eid mubarak yow . Just remember , homework kita belambak angat hokey . 

Tapi ! raya pertama kena happy happy homework letak tepi dulu.

Ingat tak ustazah kata ' raya pertama enjoy dulu '..

Raya ke dua terus puasa 6 and focus to our modul :'D :'D [ gelak sambil nanes ]

 
 

 

Selamat hari raya maaf zahir dan batin . Semoga amalan yang kita lakukan di bulan ramadan tidak berhenti di bulan itu tetapi berterusan . inshaallah :')

maaf kalau tersalah kata , tersilap bicara andai terguris hati . Minta diampun . Kita kan kawan :D

ingat , raya raya juga .. yang dah tade sedekahkan al-fatihah atau yasin
Orang di kubur menangis apabaila mendengar takbir berkumandang
kerana bila ramadan azab dihentikan , mereka direhatkan
Selesai ramadan azab itu diteruskan semula

Uolsss super cute ! 

Kemuncak Pemikiran dan Kemajuan Manusia

Seorang muslimah yang mempunyai kelulusan Phd yang berhijab telah ditanya oleh para wartawan yang merasa hairan dengan pemakaian hijabnya tak memberi kesan terhadap tahap kecerdikannya kerana mereka menyangka berhijab adalah simbol kemunduran dan ketinggalan zaman.

lalu dia menjawab dengan mudah dan bijaksana: " Manusia pada zaman permulaan dahulu hampir bertelanjang keadaan mereka dan setelah pemikiran mereka berkembang mengikut peredaran zaman mereka mula memakai baju, dan hijab yang saya pakai pada hari ini ialah kemuncak pemikiran dan kemajuan yang dicapai oleh manusia dan ia bukanlah kemunduran.

Adapun bertelanjang ia adalah simbol kemunduran dan ketinggalan yang mengembalikan pemikiran manusia kepada zaman permulaan dahulu. Kalaulah bertelanjang itu simbol kemajuan nescaya sudah tentulah binatang lebih maju".


P/s : ramai yang mengatakan ' Ko ni selalu copy paste orang punya itu ini dan macam2 , sampaikan ada yang membenci kelakuan seperti itu.. but for me ini adalah satu ilmu dan bukankah ilmu itu patut dikongsi :)